Out of Time (Free Verse)

As the calender turns
And leaves fall
My Stomach churns
I've lost it all

When i held you close
As i held you tight
Your ship of fear drifted out of sight

Then only my affection,
Steered us a positive direction
But your emotional theatrics,
Were heavy with dramatics
Finally my generosity,
Became sacred prophecy

Still you persisted at are separation
Like flame on oil burns our admiration
All society beckons our feelings fused
But I'm done for now,
Our time has been used