I wont be fine
I know I'm not
Its in my mind all the time
In every last thought
The pain is killing me softly
I don�t know what to do
Its starting to control me again
Do I have enough strength to get threw?
To do this you have to be strong
Strong enough to handle the pain
I want to be so light, thin, and airy
That I can dance between the rain
As the pain grows inside
And I slowly start to break
Hes right there to help me
And save me from my fate
The hunger pains hurt so badly
That I have come to find
I want to be so light, thin, and airy
That I don�t even leave a shadow behind
I feel myself falling back
To that horrible painful control
But i just dont know don't to do anymore
This pain is swallowing me whole
It getting back up
That becomes my problem once again
But I want to be so light, thin, and airy
that I don�t have to face my problems from within
My face is drowning in tears
My mind, trembling with thought
I just want this to be over with
I just want everything to stop
