MYSELF

You don't understand the hurting
That cuts me deep inside
You don't understand the burning
That helps my pain subside
You can't see why I hate you
Yet love you all the same
This love hate relationship
Is driving me insane
You can't understand
How I feel every day
You DON'T understand
And that's why I stay away
You're the gun to my head
But not the bullet to my brain
You're not the rope around my neck
But the beam from which I hang
You'll NEVER understand
And neither will anyone else
But what no one seems to realize
Is that I don't even understand
MYSELF