I wish i was more than an angel..

Mystical enchanting nights,
I help you see through internal lights.
Without me all hope would vanish,
but with me I create confusion.
Was my help just an illusion?

Wings of white grow out of my back,
but all virtuous qualities on the outside I lack.
Touch your soul is what I want.
Let you grow to respect yourself,
then maybe I shall find myself.

Your angel is what I want to be,
golden and glorious with all I see.
But humans were not meant to be angels!
I wronged you by falling deep,
and now I will have to let my emotions sleep.

Humans are dark and the causes of pain,
we block out the sunshine with our tearful rain.
We sin through the flesh!
And falling for you,
caused more pain than I wanted it to.

The halo that once sat over my head,
has now become rusted pieces of lead.
Fears that I had allowed to pass,
will now return and swallow me whole,
but I won\'t stop helping you reach your goal.

You will have faith inside,
and then you can run free in a fearless ride.
I will then disappear from sight,
and begin to grieve my pain,
and maybe transform into your angel again.

Angels are never to fall in love at all,
once they do it is an eternal fall.
Guide you with the light inside,
make you happy with all that you do,
and then your soul will have faith in you!