Losing a best friend

Feeling numb,
where is everyone?
Im stuck in this place
without a face,
or identity,
Im losing what makes me, me
.......you.
You make me whole,
now im at god\'s toll.
I knew it was too good to last...
I need to find myself, fast.
losing myself,
losing my wealth,
losing people I hold dear,
feels like the end is near.
Paying him with tears.
Letting loose my fears.
Here I come world,
barely whole...
-i wrote it for you Chloe, Im dying without you