The Black && White Screen
Displays Confliction Of My Treasured Dreams
&& The Contradiction Of My Fantasy's
My Lungs Turn Black
As I Learn To Breath
To You I Will Leave
The Connotation Of Intimacy
&& The Prescription
Of A Broken Heart
To Shatter More
Or Fix In The Dark
the pressure to this wound i cant hold
The cuts that you distract never go old
the veins opened
fill with air
as you keep telling me life is unfair
come with me
and paint the town red
the color of my heart
the color my wrists bled
and i wish the mirror lied
i wish it wasn't so truthful
i want to be the ordinary girl
that wonders with a soul
and crys her tears scarlet
because no tears ever fall
and scared that something bad will happen
but she's naive
it never will
your promises so insincere
you make it out so clear
i know you don't want me here
the recognition of your blurry eyes takes away fear
for a split second i forget the tears
stay away and post hopes high
this harm is contagious
the photograph doesn't help
the photo booth doesn't stealth
my remaining health
and i canonize to you
so when you leave me
its not hard to follow
