I Messed up Big Time

I Messed up Big Time

How could I be so stupid, I thought you cared,
Little did I realize you didn't notice you stared.
Told you how I felt, now we don't talk,
Now you think that you I stalk.

If I'd kept my big mouth shut, like a good girl,
You and I could be friends among the busy world.
However since I didn't, now I lost a good friend,
Even though I never deamt our friendship would end.

I really love you, but if I never said a thing,
Our friendship wouldn't seem like some kind of fling.
It does though, since you found out my love,
Now you stay away at all costs beyond and above.

I messed up big, and now this is the price I pay,
For if I just shut up, we'd be hanging out today.
I know I ruin something, that could've been great,
All just because I wanted to go on a stupid date.

I'm sorry AJ, I know I said too much,
But yet I'd kill to get just a touch-
of friendship back from you, it\'s been a whole week,
Not a word spoken, since you will no longer speak.

I'm sorry that I love you, I'm sorry you found out,
If I wasn't so stupid, I wouldn't now have so much doubt.
I know I messed up big time, this I am aware,
Although I still love you, friendship is fair.

~*Who Cares?*~