My Life in ABC's

A waiting to find a sharp object
Buying into everyones lies
Cutting my thighs
Dieing slowly inside
Edging toward insanity
Finding out the true, real me
Getting sick of Life
Hating ever thing
I have nothing to look forward to
Just waiting for someone to save me
Killing every good feeling
Lieing about my feelings
Making people believe false things
Not wanting to go on
Out of my mind
Pain is what I feel
Quiting at life all together
Rearing to die
Stress.....ahh yes stress
Time to live a normal life.....or at least try
Urning to life in a perfect world
Very depressed
Wanting to stop the madness
X-ray to see if I'm okay inside
Yelling but no on can hear
Zoning out all together