He's the one I cant quit pinpoint
hes the one that I can't hate even after it might be me hes hurt
I see a part of him no one else sees.
And I love even the dark sides and the things that he thinks makes him weak.
I always searched for perfection, tried to find the perfect guy.
And when I quit that search I found out he was always there by my side.
He loved me threw the good and the bad, the love and the hate.
He See's right threw me but never makes me invisible.
he knows me nearly as much as I know myself.
I was scared to death of commitment my relationships never lasted long.
But I'm glad those didn't because I would of never known how much I loved my best friend all along.
He talked me threw all the guys I dated for awhile, trust me there was alot. And he always told me I deserved better then.
And thats what I have.
I feel no shame in loving him, he's my world and what I live for.
I miss him so much....
*Baby come home soon, I love you.*
I miss that soldier of mine, he's been away for so long.
I can't stand the touch of another man I just want to be touched by him once more.
All my crying at night, those brave midnight tears, will all be swept away with him being here.
Over and over the words play in my head, of a midnight phone call that we once had, I asked him why does he love me so much, and was taken back by the words he had spoke...
"Your always in my heart, your my world baby doll, never forget that I love you more then anything at all. I miss your kiss, your smile, your cute little laugh. I even miss how you burnt the cake..it made me laugh.
I want to hold you in my arms, make you my wife.
You are THE GIRL that I've longed for and wanted all my life. Never forget that baby, because I will love you for the rest of my life" Chris
9 days and a wake up and I'll have him back in my arms, the military might put miles between our bodies.
But our hearts will always be one.
