The begining of my end

by vika   Jun 17, 2006


I don't know what went wrong with me,
Why in my dreams and thought does he appear only he?
Why can't I stop my heart from loving him?
Why by thinking of him am I giving myself so much pain?
Why am I running towards something I know I can never get?

Why am I running towards something I know I can't get?
I'm so mad at myself...
I know so well there is no space for him in my life.
Why can't my heart understand that he is never going to love me?
Why doesn't he stop coming in my dreams?
It's driving me crazy to think that he can't get out of my thoughts!

Why has my heart not replaced him with a new fresh face?
Why has his face left a print on my heart?
Why can't he just go away and leave me with my pain?
Why do I have to push my heart so hard to forget him?

It's been so long, so much pain, so many tears, and so much silent crying,
But why hasn't his memories passed with time, with the pain,
Why hasn't his face washed away with the tears, with the sobs?

What gives him absolute power over me?
I'm collapsing on the ground,
Maybe this is the beginning of the end of my feelings for him,
Or maybe it's the beginning of my end.

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  • 18 years ago

    by Jessica

    Wow.. this was very good.. it was very metaphorical and your descriptions were beautiful yet so sad.. i did find that this was slightly repetitive though, and some of the words and phrases lost affect because of that.

    Why am I running towards something I know I can never get?
    ^ if you change "get" to "gain" it will rhyme.. tehee..

    Maybe this is the beginning of the end of my feelings for him,
    Or maybe it's the beginning of my end.
    ^ i think here you should take out one of these lines.. they are very similar and i think you should have either one or the other..

    nice write, really enjoyed it! 5/5

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