When in doubt

When in doubt you cannot find
I'm your heart so soft and kind
You said I was your only wish
But soon I became your fetish

When I turned around you were always there
Staring at me with that blonde hair
I love you so
But I feel I am your foe

I feel left out
I'm going to scream and shout
For all those times you were by my side
I was gleaming with pride

Now that I love you more
I feel I'm being pushed to the floor
You just don't care of what I feel
You might as well step on me with your heel