Remembering..

"I layed there with my eyes shut inhaling the scent from his pillow. I kept thinking about all the nights we had spent here together. At any moment he could walk in and kiss me, waking me up from my thoughts like he had for so many months before, when we finally were together once again. My eyes opened and i remembered he was gone..away from what i thought was so close to my heart, my hold. That was when I realized that somethings could never happen, somethings i could not change and just werent meant to be..and the one guy i truly loved ...was something i was forbidden to have."