Acting like i dont care

I may say I dont miss you,
Or could careless if you didnt call,

But every time that phone rings,
I almost trip or fall,

I may look the other way as you pass me by,
Or act like I have nothing to say when you catch my eye,

But every time you get near me,
My body begins to shake,

i wish i could speak,
and youd understand,

that will meet again,
maybe in another life,

but it still doesnt cure the pain inside,
i have to be strong and thats no lie

even though,
Im dieing to hold you inside.