If only you knew how much you meant to me

Thinking about my problems
Hiding in all my fears
Holding back emoticons
Fighting to restrain my tears

This is how I live my life
Each and every day
It may sound hard nd it may sound tough
But I have my special way

Of dealing with my problems
And fighting all my fears
And surprisingly enough
It doesn't contain external tears

Nobody cares about what goes on inside
As long as you seem ok
Just remember
I deal with my problems in my own special way