The after effect

I've never really felt before
What it was i felt for you
though the feeling was positive
the only problem was you
I loved you with a passion
i got butterflies just by your name
you was all i dreamt and thought about
however you never felt the same
in you i placed everything
I felt I could truly just be me
we had everything in common
you truly made me free
two years have passed and I'm still here
however you have gone
you've placed your love in someone else
you feel you've found the one
imagine if you were me
and you'd loved her for years
and all she'd ever felt for you
caused you to break down in tears
feelings aren't to be messed with
like a heart is not a toy
now you've finished playing with me
I'm deprived of happiness and joy
surely it's immoral
to mess with someones head
to pretend to love and string along
and then leave you there for dead
you have no idea what you've done
and if you did I doubt you'd care
because you never needed to apologize
because you knew I'd always be there
however now things have gone too far
I can't stand this anymore
I'm going to try and forget the past
and leave you with your wh0re.