Different Definitions Of Forever

I want the butterflies back that
you brought into my life
before you left and stabbed
me in the heart with a knife
How can you hurt someone so much
That cares so much about you as I do
It makes me wonder if
I ever meant anything to you
The truth is the pain wont stop
and I'll always love you
you see I carry your spirit
In everything I do
I keep waiting for the phone to ring
yet I know it wont be you
I try to fill my life with business
yet thinking of you is all I do
You said the words I Love You
but it's obvious things have changed
I said the words I love you
And my feelings are still the same
You said you'd love me forever
but forever wasn't long enough
I said the words I love you always
and I'll mean it forever
But I can not imply to you
What that means
Cause your version of forever
isn't what it seems
and my version of forever
seems like and unrealistic dream

Dedicated with all my love to Frank Thomas Ohlsson