Death

If I die, be good for me,
And please don't you forget.
Don't look back on things you've done,
And see only those that you regret.

You told me that you'd kill yourself
If I should ever die.
And as I heard those very words
I started to wonder why.

You said because you love me.
But if I shall ever crack,
I just want you to know
That I always loved you back.

Suicide is something that haunts my dreams.
Just know that dreams aren't real.
Even when I want to die,
I find a way to deal.

People talk about death alot
Like it's just fun and games.
But just as they're about do die
All they want is a few more days.

So if I die, live for me.
Don't live in deep despair.
And maybe if we're good enough
We'll meet each other there.

2005