"tonight, my pain ends"

by ~*ErYkUh*~   Feb 23, 2004


Every night, before I fall asleep
I pray for you, and hope that your okay,
I cant seem to take you out of my mind
and I cried all day again today.
I've lived in misery since you left my side
and I cant seem to find my smile,
I can hear us giggling inside my head
and I haven't been out for a while.
What good is having a heart
If it can only feel pain?
and it is too much for me to handle
so I used the razor blade again.
My world inst the same
I feel like no one cares anymore,
my mind is all mixed up
and my heart is very sore.
I have nothing to live for
and cant seem to find a reason to be here,
I don't even know where I stand
I feel my death is very near.
So tonight, before i go to bed
Ill pray for you, and cut real deep,
so I can get rid of all this torture
and never wake up from my sleep.

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  • 20 years ago

    by Brittany

    I know to well how you feel, but we live and learn from our experiences and we have to not let it get us down and get stronger. Don't let anyone have the satisfaction of knowing that they got you down. Head up sweet heart!
    Lots of hugs!

    Feel free to email me: britlarcombe@yahoo.com.au