Seems like the older we got
the more distant we became
We used to be so close
It's no longer the same
They were envious of our relationship
'I wish I had a twin sister' they'd say
Now it's just arguments and name calling
Cursing and fighting in every way
I know I don't express my emotion as I used to
and yes I'm aware of my behavior
But are you aware as well too?
You seem careless and unemotional
so hard to read and hard to please
The older we got younger sister,
the more our friendship ceased
I love you very much
In a way you're part of me
When you don't acknowledge that
it truly hurts to see
For you used to care much more
wanting to hang out every day
Now it's just put a rain-check on that
starting to sound a bit cliche'
I don't know about you, but it hurts very much
Knowing someone all your life never once a lone
and all of a sudden you think you're too good
wanting to dress differently because you're too grown
We used to have so much fun together
Go shopping, dine out, double date
Now…well there isn't a now
You and I can't even relate
Always arguing for pathetic reasons
Calling one another fat pig
Not realizing at that moment
our depression gets deeper the more we dig
It truly hurts me when you act the way you do
I try so hard to go back to the way we were
But you're so distant and mean too
Sometimes we'll talk and the next we'll fight
You never admitt to your wrong doings
even when you know you’re not right
Now you're keeping secrets from me
I used to be your open diary
I am nothing more than a wall
Where your words can't get to me
I'm tired of this and what we've become
I miss you so much and wish I could tell you
But if I can realize we're fading
then I think you should too
We used to be best friends
and I truly miss that a lot
I have nothing left if I don't have you
I miss you faded half; you're all that I've got
