A letter for Bill...

Hey old man

Well it's been almost one year since you left me. It's been really hard for me harder then I thought it was going to be your death took me by surprise. Ill never for get that day Jill's mom called me and I knew it, why else would she call... I know I have to be strong but you where my rock you where my shining star and I know you know I loved you but I never really got to tell you how special you really where to me and you still are.
I think of you every day and I miss you more then words can ever say... I'm so lost right now and I wish I had your wisdom to help guide me. Every night before I fall asleep I pray for you to let you know how you still linger in my mind where apart but not tell the end of time... I'm so sacred of my future to know that I can't see you in it to know that you won't be there to see my gradation, or your 1st grandson... To give me away at my wedding.
To do all the things fathers do.. My life is for ever changed with out you I know your going to be that angel by my side but I wish I just could hear your voice one more time.. I'm grateful that I got to talk to you before you died. If I knew I would never speak to you again I would had said more or did some thing different. I'm happy god gave me that chance, a chance I didn't get with my mom, oh by the way tell her I said hello and that I love and miss her.. I know now you guys are back together best friends for ever...
Ill be for ever thank for to you for sharing your life and love with me I know you really didn't have me but you where more of a father then any man in my life has been and ill love you for ever my tears would never go away and this pain well remain..I just wanted to let you know how I really felt for you and how much my love grows for you still.

P.S I wrote this letter for you old man and I can't wait to see you again I miss you and I love you your little girl Jennifer...

P.P.S happy father's day..