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by melissa Jun 18, 2006 category : Love, romance / new love
I dont know what to say, I dont know what to write. More importantly I do not know the feeling of which I am feeling tonight. His eyes comforting and caring. My heart then asks is he worth..,. the happiness ..and risk of it sharing? He seems troubled , alone, and yet the same as I. Am I supposed to make him happy? or am I supposed to cry alone? I walk out side to get a breath of fresh air wondering if he dreams of me or that he even cares? He seems so different, him and I seem so strung apart, but something is different about him something thats healing a lonely part of my heart. Do I know him? Do I long for him? Do I need or do I want him? Will he want me if I want him? Will he laugh if I laugh? Will he cry when I am sad? Will he hug me when I've been through so much? Will he kiss me to tell me he will always be there? I am so hung up on what this is or what it could be like... I guess we will see if he likes me, wants me and needs me... for me instead of that someone else that I will never be..