I lost yew again

What can I say
I've lost you again
you made your decision
and put "us" to an end

What I didn't expect
had come so fast
I guess we were different
cause I thought it would last

What made me happy
was to see you smile
and now that you're gone
it will take me awhile

Though you're not mine
I still strive to see your face
God it's hard to believe
it seems so out of place

I thought that I knew you
I thought you were right
But you changed my opinion
in one single night

To say I'm not sad
well it's all a big lie
'cuz when you see me happy
I'm really wanting to cry

I'm sure you're glad
now that you're free
no more holding you back
just 'cuz of me

You just wanna be friends
I guess that'll have to do
but please never forget
I will always love you

((dont mines but this really relates to me right now))