Seven deadly days

Sunday the day after Saturday
the day of destruction and hate
were i drank till i collapsed
crying about my chosen fate

Monday the day after Sunday
were i cried till i wanted to die
releasing all my fears in a bucket
remembering what i did and why

Tuesday the day after Monday
were i find a boy i don't like
has feelings he cant hide
but my feelings are for his friend

Wednesday the day after Tuesday
my father yet again causes havoc
potentially destroying my brother
the family in tears again

Thursday the day after Wednesday
they day i discovered a secret
my best friend , the one i love
plans to commit a crime of rape

Friday the day after Thursday
the boy i liked , met the boy i love
the boy i like rejected me
with harsh words that remain

Saturday the day after Friday
tears swelled in my eyes
i didn't want to face the day
my step grandpa has cancer

Sunday the day after Saturday
the seventh day of the week
i sit in a corner unable to speak
scared of what awaits me today

this week has been the worst
and i no longer have strength
as i slice away my skin and cry
this is my fate and i just want to die