Just when I want to live life
Just when I wanted to be real
You turn your back; you go cold, like a knife
And now you pretend not to feel
I admitted that I wanted to smoke
Sure, what kid doesn't want to try?
But now you turn it against me, all those words you spoke
And now I can't help but cry
You're using me against me, my life is bad
Your saying all this stuff that damages
Your making me cry, you're making me sad
My life is now covered in bandages
You're driving me straight to the knife
Even though you say you'll follow me
You getting up me for just wanting to experience life
But now, this can never be
I'm going to die one day
So why can't I aid it?
There is nothing you can say
I wont stand for it
Don't turn this back on me
Don't make me cry for fear of your life
Don't do this to me!
Don't you DARE touch that knife!
I'm trying to let you free
I'm trying to give you a life
I want you happy
Please don't turn to the knife
I can't stop crying now that I'm afraid
I'm afraid you will do something
Because of you, I left my knife where it laid
I'll do anything to get you to stop, anything
My phone has been silent
Please god, you got to be okay!
Just because my words where violent
Doesn't mean I'll do as I say!
Please, please, please be all right
I'm scared to think that you already dead
This can't be happening, not tonight!
All this pain that is raging through my head
I'm crying uncontrollably now
I can't seem to stop the tears
I don't know how this happened, I don't know how!
With this blade to my wrist, I now have fears
You said you'd follow me to death
Or will it end up being the other way around?
Just know I love you with every breath
And that with you, love is what I found
Amor*, I love you forever
Don't die on me, because I wont on you
I promise to never do this, never!
I'll make this true; I'll make this true!
Please don't do this, my heart is aching
Please don't be stupid, please live!
My heart is now breaking
Please, you have so much to give
I'm so scared
I don't know what I did for this to happen
I'll do anything, just for your pain to be spared
I'll even make these white sheets red and dampen
Please be okay
I can't see you, so I don't know if you're fine
Please be okay for this beautiful day
Please, if only you could see my eyes shine...
Amor*, you're making my heart ache
Your making me lose myself
Because without you, there isn't much I can take
Just don't do anything to yourself
