My wounds are screaming
As the numbness fades away
Now, I close my eyes
Yet I am wide awake
Youre breaking me apart slowly
And theres only so much I can take
I go from a mere whisper
To a blood-curdling scream
My vision is blinded by tears
As I am forced to drown in my worst fears
Waiting alone in a dark cloud
Wondering if this feeling
Will pass with time
Yet, I wake up feeling worse every day
Depression and loneliness become my best friends
And I begin to wish I was dead
I go from a mere whisper
To a blood-curdling scream
As the sight of hell resides in my dreams
I wish I could run away to another place
But, redemption seems so far away
And this world is a horrible place where I dread staying
And I guess that Im not praying hard enough
Because nobodys hearing me
And the blade seems to be the only novocaine I can find
I wish that I wasnt this way
A broken girl with no hope and no reason for living
The more people demand, the more I keep giving
And it keeps feeling more abusive with time
People smiling in my face and force-feeding me lies
Cant anybody see through my disguise?
Canâ??t you see the tears behind these brown eyes?
Im screaming really loud, and my tears are growing harder and harder to hide
Catch me before I fall
And even angels cant save me.
