Hatred to you

Me, you, us?
what must we do?
i live in a hell,
UN-luckily with you...

why must we do
whatever it is
play games, have fun
shoot hoops and we miss...

all i know for i thing
is you said, "i love you"
then walked out the door
with god-knows who....

i cant believe
all of it was a lie
now the best you could do
is help me to die....

i love you
i hate you
i don't know
what can i do???

you stupid pig
left me alone
with a baby, no money
all on my own....

i was 17
still young and in Love
until one day
i got the shove

i gave up my life
so you could have yours
now all i see and dream
is the slamming of doors....

leave, get out
i don't want anymore
i want this pain gone
to get away from the sore.....

the scab on my heart
will never be healed
you did this to me
so i can never be filled.....