The ending on this poem was a big surprise. Very sad. I was confused as to whom you were talking to/about. At first I thought it must have been your mom, but then it sounded like someone else, so I dunno lol. I can relate to the sadness of the growing up part and looking back at childhood, especially at the age of 15.. that was the worst year ever for it. I thought I would never get over the pain of growing up, but surprisingly when I turned 16 it just sort of.. went away lol. I still have my moments, but it's not as strong as it used to be. Why am I telling you all of this? I'm not sure lol but I know how awful this feeling is, so I guess I'm trying to give you a little bit of hope? lol Great poem. I loved it and I thought you expressed yourself very well. =)
Take Care Love

Awwww... i love this poem.
"wake up from the monster

that was hiding under my bed

cuddled up in your arms

" i love you " thats what you said"

^I loved that part. It definitely put a smile on my face. You are a really good writer, keep it up.

p.s. I'm glad to know God is your hero too :D