Mummy

I haven't been perfect you know it too
just a normal teenager just trying to make it through
but why did you punish me this way
mummy why couldn't you stay
you've left me in this cold world all alone
now i will never have a true home
it wont be the same when you are gone
you've told be to be a good girl and be strong
but how can i when your not here
to dry my face wipe away my tears
i want you back i don't want to let you go
but mummy i hope you know
even though i was mean and always bad
your the one hope i always had
you kept me from throwing my whole life away
so for your soul every night i will pray
i will write to god ask tell him how i loved you so
and ask him why he let you go
i will pray that i will join you in the stars in the clouds
but until then i just want to make you proud
so i promise from now i will do the best i can
then maybe one day i will hold your hand
always until forever you will watch upon me
and thats the way my life should be
but i just wish i had the chance to tell you how much i cared
about all the times we had and shared
how sometimes we laughed and sometimes we'd cry
i never used to be the best i could but now I'll try
i will always remember you mummy I'll never let you go
but mummy as long as you know
i love you now I'll love you forever
and i await the day we can be together