Because without you I simply didn' t exist
Without you, there was no reason to live ...
With my last words of despair
I refused to let you go
I cried myself to sleep
And I blamed the entire world .
It didn' t seem possible
Something didn' t make sense
I was all alone
There was no way to escape .
Hidden behind my arms
Shouting until it hurt
A devilish look in my eyes
Nothing but crying ...
Because without you I simply didn' t exist
Without you, there was no reason to live ...
Everybody asked me the same
What did they expect to hear?
So an I' m fine, it' s all right ;
Did that chase away their fears?
Didn' t they see I couldn' t feel that way?
When I was slowly dying ...
Between all the people around
Why was I the perfect target to wound?
Days and nights in my mind
I' ve been wondering the same
But I know that no matter how many times
I won' t have the answer till I also die ...
Because without you... Without you ...
There is no me either .