The One

I thought I moved on,
I thought I was fine,
But I guess in real life,
I totally lied.

I guess I should let go,
I guess I should give up,
But if I think about it,
I don't think I ever could.

When I think about the way,
We used to be together,
And how you used to hold me in your arms,
I can't stand the pain of knowing,
That I don't have that anymore.

Seeing you with her,
Makes me upset,
And want to cry,
Just because I was once,
And still want to be her.

I told myself I was over you,
But I lied to myself,
I told myself I'd move on,
But I lied to myself.

I told myself you weren't the one,
But I lied to myself,
I told myself I was glad she has a guy like you,
But I lied to myself because I'm not glad.

I'm not glad she's with you,
I wish I was the one you held in your arms,
The one you talked to for an hour on the phone everyday,
The one you wanted,
The one you said you'd love forever.

Dedicated*
from the one that no matter how you live your life, or the decisions you make in it, I will always love you.