But I...

Drowning in my tears
Choking on my words
I want to let you know
But I can't

Eating my insides
Chewing on my soul
It's more than i can bear
But I do

Losing all my grip
Falling off the edge
I wan't to climb back up
But I don't

Blindly walking by
Tripping on my fears
I wan't to raise my head
But I'm scared

Ripped open at the seams
Bleeding on the ground
I want to clean it up
But I don't