Insomnia

I'll never ever fall asleep.
I'll lie crying here forever.
I'll be trapped inside a sleepless box
Trapped in this endeavour.

And I can't seem to close my eyes
Without being scared of what I'll see.
But when I keep them open
Everything else scares me.

And I'm overcome with loneliness,
I feel so afraid and small
It's like there's nothing left in the world;
Like I've lost it all.

And something deep inside me cracks
From this nightmare I seem to be living.
Tears and pain and fear
This horrid night is giving.

And I sit here alone
And cry, and cry, and cry
I'm weeping for no reason
No explanation, I don't know why.

But there's darkness and it scares me
And I don't know where to go.
I'm terrified of everything
And this fear is all I know.

Crying into the darkness
Sitting here on my own
Sobbing uncontrollably,
I've never felt so alone.