HUH mommy? You F**en B**h

How could you say you love me?
If you left me, mommy
HUH mommy? You f_en b_h
I was only eight, “he” was only six
I thought I was your life
I actually thought we were your life
I thought I was your left eye, and “he” was your right
And you still left us mommy
I thought you loved me
I actually thought you loved us
HUH mommy? You f_en b_h
No more fake tears mommy
Please mommy, no more fake tears
How do you think I feel talking to you?
HUH mommy? You f_en b_h
Every word you say, you make me wonder if it’s true or not
You always said that you were a “friend”
But I didn’t want a “friend”
I wanted a MOTHER
How does it make you feel if your own daughter has to question your love?
HUH mommy? Answer that you f_en b_h
ANSWER ME
Answer how you left me to cry at night
Answer how you left me in pain
Answer how you left “us” so young
ANSWER HOW YOU F_EN LEFT ME
Well, do you know what mommy?
I am done with your lies
I am done with your fake tears
I am done with you
I belong to a new family now
A family that loves me
A family that would never leave somehow
Goodbye mommy
Goodbye fake tears
Goodbye lies
Goodbye “friend”
Goodbye you f_en b_h
Goodbye forever and ever
For I will never have to ponder about something that is not worth my while