As i sit here and look at myself.
I know I'm fat and ugly.
Everyone says no your pretty and you have a nice figure.
But then someone smarts off "no shes not shes fat"
So i just say i know I'm fat so back off.
Then everyone's like are you OK?
I'm like no I'm fat.
I go to the bathroom and get sick.
I force all that anger, the sadness, all of it up.
No one knows whats really going on.
no on will know if i can help it.
who ever knows will want me to stop.
but i cant, i don't want to
It helps to relive stress, anger, sadness, all of it in one moment; it also helps me lose weight.
I will stop sometime, when i feel beater about myself, when everythings thats wrongs gets better.
Most of all when i want to
*****This did not happen to me it almost did, with some of the things that were going on... i wrote this when i felt there was nothing else.
