I'm sick of pretending,
i think i'm going to explode,
scream in your face,
throw things and break windows,
i've kept this all inside,
and you just dont get it,
how can i make you see,
let you understand,
what you have done to me,
sprawled on the floors,
tears spilling,
is this what you wanted me to be,
how do i get your attention,
without hurting you,
say you care,
but you sure have a funny way of showing it,
it was suppose to get better,
but time went to fast,
and i lost track of me,
i tried to let it all fall into place,
but my life came flying right back at me,
whipping me in the face,
sending me to the ground,
i fell hard and lost it all,
i lost me,
lost you,
lost my life,
my sense of right and wrong,
my direction,my world,
i lost it all,
in a whirlwind of pain,
i lost my balance,
and fell hopelessly to the ground.
