The past has long since been forgotten
And this heart has been lost and turned rotten
Understand why I must say goodbye
Please don't make me die
Left alone in a world that forgets
I am alone, I have many regrets
Tomorrow is never coming back
This is the end, my sight is left black
Why to hope if things are never going to get better?
Why should I give in? Why should i become a emptiness, a forever?
One day is left way to long
And now I'm left singing this woeful song
My past is catching up to me
It is there where ever I turn, where I'm to be
The distrust is left in my eyes
Understand why this cut crys
Opened to the emptiness of life
Closed to the hatred against the beautiful knife
Alone in a world that can't understand
Alone I must now stand
Complicated are my tears
Numerously amounted are my fears
Hope is in short supply
So are the tears that I cruelly cry
My story is only just beginning
But your pretending that its ending
The lights are sparkling, but there is no one home
How could I guess? I'm all alone
I'll take this silence, and make some use
I'll make this cut, loneliness is my excuse
I'll make this blood real
This pain is the truth I can feel
Beside myself in hatred
This little blade held ultimately sacred
Sugar coated lies that are mine to keep
But now these cuts are bleeding and creeping deep
Staring to the place I've forgotten never more
Walking past my memory hidden behind a door
Beyond help, beyond belief
And to lonely, to depressed to feel grief
Just another dead soul left to wonder
Just another lost teen left to ponder
Suicide is what we live for
I can't live on anymore
No one cares about my heart
No one has cared from the start
I'm empty of tears that I wanted to cry
But tomorrow, I promised I will die
Peace of mine is only slight
The blood is leaking, I sigh in delight
The hope I thought I lost has returned
All the pain that burned
Lost in the mazes of Satan's realm
His greatness, his evil, overwhelms
Alone to die in a place I accept
All this pain that I wish to deflect
The past that brings you to me
The pain that you have to see
Hatred is what you bring
And your murder I am left to sing
You made me hurt, you made me cry
You made me want to die
Just because I'm different, just because I care
Doesn't make this pain fair
Empty are my feeling of life
Now that I star at this knife
Now that I regret not my illness
But this now constant stillness
