Can\'t Let You Go

I got to talk to you on the phone today
And let me tell you
To finally hear your voice
After just so long
I felt my heart beat again
For the very first time
Since you've been gone
My heart wasn't able to beat
Cuz it didn't have a reason to
After you had answered the phone
My heart leapt
I couldn't breathe
For the first time
All the memories of you and me
Started to flash before me
Once again in my life
I felt like I had a reason to live
Not one time when I was talking to you
Did I think about the pain
I hide so deep inside
You make me forget about the horrible things
And remind me to think about the good things
Sitting here writing what I feel down
IS that hardest thing to do
You have no idea
Cuz knowing you're not mine
Breaks me down
Each and every time I think about it
Sometimes I wonder if you think of me
The way I think of you
Do you miss me?
Do you love me?
Did you really ever love me?
Every time I asked myself these questions
I start crying
Cuz being without you
Has been the hardest thing to get through
I;I've never fallen for someone
As hard as I have fallen for you
I want you to see me
Right now
Where I'm at
Cuz where ever I am
I am always wishing you were there with me
TO be honest
There are times I thought I was over you
And I thought I could find someone else
But I can't Cuz you didn't know
Exactly what you do to me
I really never thought I could find someone
Like you
You may not be some rich guy
Who knows everything
But you know enough to make me happy
In life
You know enough to keep me going
You're the exact prince from my dreams
And my wishes
If there was a way
I could show you how I feel about you
I would be on my knees
Begging to show you
How much I need you in my life
Cuz to have you back in my life
Is the only thing I want right now
You've helped me through so much
Being with you
Made me forget about that night
When I lost everything
Being with you
I felt as if I had everything back
Like I wasn't missing a thing
But now that you're gone
And I can't hold you now
Is the hardest thing
We havn't been together for so many months
But my feelings for you
Are still here
And there not leaving me
Anytime soon
Don;t let me go on like this
Cuz it's the worst feelings ever
I need you
And I still love you...