All this depression in my life
wont go away not even with a knife
I can`t eat nor sleep
i have so much wrong with me i don't know where to start
life is just so hard
but i`have tried n i just can`t part
have tried to take my life so many times
i thought i had friends but they all just tell me lies.
how can i live my life without depression
all i can think bout is dying because of What all i`have been through
lying in bed at night
praying to god to give me the strength to take my life
it`s hard always wondering what it would be like to lead a normal life
but like some people i can`t seem to get a hold of myself
this is not always how i`have felt
but since i Was just a little girl
my daddy use to beat me
until i cried so much that i`d hurl
then i got mixed up with the wrong people
and started doing stuff that i know is illegal
and now my life is just so bad
that i just wanna scream n shout n blame it all on my dad
but i can`t i gotta face the facts
it`s my fought i`m here
i`have gotta change for the good now and get rid of all the fear
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