Tonight never comes quick enough

Crying out in pain
Alone in my room again
It hurts so bad inside
Will the pain ever end

I am one big mistake
I was not meant to be
I am one you all hate
No one cares about me

There is blood on the wall
From where I banged my head
Blood along my swollen arm
From the pain I have bled

I feel so damn lost
Pulling my hair and scream
How did I end up like this
Wake me from this dream

Tears are rolling down my face
I can't take this anymore
I hate this damn depression
Was I ever happy before

I have the pills in my hand
I'll take them with no regret
I just wanna die tonight
All alone and crying on my bed