Alone Again

Alone again with my pain
Alone again with my shame
Alone again with this shining blade
Alone again, I will make this pain fade

One more cut, that's all I need
One more cut that needs to bleed
One more cut, and then I'll be okay
One more cut, that's all I ever say

Leave me alone is what I want to cry
Leave me alone so I can die
Leave me alone; I don't want to talk
Leave me alone; I don't care if you walk

It takes one, for me to pain
It takes one, to take the blame
It takes one, to do all this
It takes one, to ruin my bliss

I can't help if I fall
I can't help, I don't want to call
I can't help this anymore
I can't help that there's blood on the floor

Falling away are my tears
Falling away from my disturbing fears
Falling away from the dead me
Falling away from all the things I see

Remember how I use to cry?
Remember how I waned to die?
Remember how I never could stop and bleed?
Remember how I could never tell you what I need?

Just stop trying to help me
Just stop trying to see
Just stop trying to understand
Just stop trying to force my hand

Alone again with myself, alone forever
Alone again with the pain that is clever
Alone again with a dream that pains
Alone again with what shames

It's never ending, this pain I feel
It's never ending, with all this I need to deal
It's never ending, just go away
It's never ending, don't you hear what I say?

I'm pathetic, I can see my reflection
I'm pathetic, all this justification
I'm pathetic; I'll never be free
I'm pathetic, I can never be happy

Anyone can see me gone
Anyone could have seen it all along
Anyone could have told you to let go
Anyone could have told you, you would never know

I hate how I hurt so bad
I hate how I'm always feel really sad
I hate how I never know when to stop
I hate how I'm one day this blade is going to drop

I deserve what I get
I deserve all this, but yet
I deserve to have a reason why
I deserve that before I die

I push it all away
I push back what you say
I push back all the things I'm suppose to take
I push away all these feelings you make

This is a war against my heart
This is a war; it has been from the start
This is a war that is going nowhere
This is a war, and yet I'm never there

I'm already gone, don't worry
I'm already gone, I'm not saying sorry
I'm already gone, bye bye!
I'm already gone; this is the day I die

Alone again with my pain
Alone again with my shame
Alone again with this shining blade
Alone again, I will make this pain fade...