No one

Where did I go wrong
for you to leave me for good?
You explained to me in words
that an immature girl like me couldnt have understood.
Its hard knowing
you may not be coming back.
Who knew such a feeling you had for me
would cause my world to crack?
Im heartbroken again
but this time I am at my worst.
I never did LOVE a guy before
you truly are my first.
Im afraid youll forget me
and put me in your past.
Becoming a part of the memory
that easily wont last.
My heart shatters at the thought
that you belong to some other person.
The ripping torture deep inside
has already worsen.
I cant pretend im alright
with you leaving me once more.
Ive lost count at how many times
youve ran out my hearts door.
Im emotionally speechless
so instead gaze upon my face.
The frown I wear
cant be erased.
Just when I began
to completely trust you with my heart.
You held it in front of me
and tore it apart.
Im hurting both physically and mentally
within my aching soul.
A part of me went away
now I am no longer whole.
Again im left
all alone.
With no one
to call my own...