Empty

Empty thoughts
with a broken heart.
Insanely actions
I wish to depart.
My prayers I shout
loudly in my mind.
Are easily ignored
as I keel them well confined.
A smile to show the world
nothing is wrong.
They believe the lies
as days go along.
Painful wrists
kept hidden under sleeves.
It could be a long while
till these feelings are relieved.
Dark lonely nights
and black stares.
Searching for tools
for a broken hearts despair.
One heart left
from which used to be two.
Looking for ways
our love could be renewed.
Waiting for your return
to set my world back to right.
Until then I welcome
the darkest nights...