My Hell = Your Fairytale

Aww i'm sry... sry we haven't talked in a while, i was in arizona the past week... i'm checking out some of your new poems now... i liked this poem (like for the writing), but i'm sry for u... I KNOW THE FEELING OF LOST LOVE TRUST ME!! even though i dont have a sis, i know what it feels like trust me... yeah so things really aren't getting too much better, but the day b4 i left for AZ, i asked that guy if i would ever have a chance after (or if) him and his gf ever break up and he said YES! and he said i'm definitely the first person he will think of when he's single... whether or not that's BS, i'll never know... last night we talked again and i was like "so was what you said true or were you just trying to get me to shut up?" and he's like "no, i meant it... i just honestly don't know what the future holds, so i can't really honestly answer that question truthfully"... i still feel like i'm waiting for nothing, but i can't help it... read my First True Love poem and you'll see what i'm thinking of... he was my first true love, i'm sure of it... and still is, but what do you do when your first love doesn't love you back? =(