If Only You Knew

Why can't we just be friends?
Why does everything have to lead to something more?
Why does life lead us to fall in love with people
We know we shouldn't?

Because I know I shouldn't feel this way about you.
When I first met you, I swore
That friends was all we would ever be.

But as time went on, we became closer.
You became the person I could trust with my life.
The person who could always make me smile.
The one person I could be myself around.

Without meaning to, you always know the right thing to say.
Without meaning to, you've become the most
Important person in my life.
And without meaning to,
It seems I've fallen head over heals for you.

I'm going out of my head trying to know what to do.
Should I be happy with what I already have?
Or should I cry because of what might be?

Is this how it's meant to start?
With two people who thought that it would stop
At friends?
But then couldn't deny any longer
That they cared a lot more than they said they did?

Or is this how it's going to end?
Will things be different if you know how
I really feel about you?
No one's ever made me feel this way.
So completely confused.
And yet, when I'm with you,
I feel like nothing in my life could go wrong.

If only you knew what I was going through.
Would you feel the same?
Or would you leave me out in the cold?

Do you feel the same about me?
At this very moment, could you be sitting and wondering the same things I am?
Or is it crazy to think you would ever feel for me what I'm feeling for you?