Why am I so STUPID?
WHY???
I have tried SO many times to get over you.
And I thought that I was, for a while.
And then we just HAD to end up in the same fitness class.
And I saw you there, and I was like, wow
Damn, this guy has a good body.
And you were helping me use all the fitness stuff,
And the whole time I was telling myself,
Don’t do it, don’t do it.
But no.
WHY am I so easily lead on?
Just before I left at the end of class
You grabbed me and told me how well I’d done
And I BELIEVED you.
I can’t believe it…I’m just so stupid
And you know what makes this whole thing worse?
I’ve kept how I felt about you a secret for so long.
But today, I told someone
I TOLD SOMEONE I LIKED YOU.
What was I thinking?
And you know what made it worse?
That they said that you thought I was hot.
I mean, seriously, I know that’s not true.
Why would a guy like you like a girl like me?
Things just don’t happen like that.
I just don’t know why I let myself be put through this.
I cant seem to get you out of my head.
When it seems that ive just gotten you out.
You manage to creep right back in.
I just cant play this game anymore…
The whole thing is just crazy
When will I stop being so stupid?
