Broken...

They say that I'm only dreaming
but i am awake
so awake
and my nightmare goes on
hurting, as the thoughts make me cry
the pain is enough to make me want to die
to give up the fight i would be weak
but look at the tears I'm holding back,
the reason i cannot speak
for you its just another mood
but for me its another day where i have to be alive
but I'm not alive
I'm so dead inside
and i breath as I'm talking, and as i talk i start to cry
and now i cry, so i am weak
and i am weak so why not die?
i cannot look into your eyes for i know what tomorrow will bring
for life will go on
you'll move on
stay strong
as I'm up there singing our song
so, can you hear the wind?
listen to the trees
look at the sky
remember your not far from me
and just know you'll see me again
well be together someday
and when you get to heaven
ill be waiting at the gates
ill welcome you with open arms...
so open
unspoken
no longer broken....