I always try doin the right thin,
i always try doin my best,
u were like that too,
now im gunna be an antie
at the age of 16 when the baby\\\'s born,
i don\\\'t know where mom went wrong,
wat was it her bein so soft on you and so hard on me,
your my older sister but your only 18,
you were post to be the on to show me the road to good,
now everyone is asking me how i feel,
i didn\\\'t know i had a say sent your boyfriend picked me up and through me on to the other side of the room when i told u to leave me alone,
i don\\\'t know if i should cry or leave it alone,
you were my big sister and always will be,
and wat gets me mad is when your the one tellin me not to let a guy f0uck up my life look at you...
WOW .. and im sorry if you read this its just how i feel...