As I go on in this life
Everyday seems to get worse and worse,
I try to be happy and try to hang with friends, to rid the pain,
Of course it is still there at the end
I dream of being happy but that
Is far away,
I dream of love but yet I have none when i awake
I should be happy for the things
I have, but yet I can't cuz there
Is too much pain,
They try to get me to talk bout it
But I refuse cuz I know there is only one solution to this
That solution is Suicide, but
How do I commit
Is it a rope round my neck,
knife at my wrist,
Is it a gunshot to my head or
Is it pills down my throat.
So many questions,
So much pain
I can't go on like this any longer
As I go on in this life everyday
Seems to get worse and worse
So many questions and
So much pain
