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by Silouette Dreams Jun 19, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
She had a bad day today It just had to be bad Everything went wrong She is way more than sad Her family push her away Then teachers play a role But when her friends bully her That will take a tole Listen to the story Of a girl I used to know I wish I could of saved her It wasn't a great way to go It all started off When she was 3 or 4 Now take in all this info There will be much more Her Daddy was alcoholic She asked Mommy why How come he's acting weird Why do you cry Then she started school She liked it at first In kindergarten it was fun But that fun just had to burst She had a really good friend One day she did something wrong Goodbye said the friend It's over and so long That must of hurt her so But she found another friend Maybe hope wasn't lost Maybe it was behind the bend Another bossy little miss Who pushed her to and fro Was she doing something wrong Because again the friend had to go 2 more friends before second grade They both got mad so easily If she borrowed an eraser They got mad and set her free Three more friends came and went The girl thought she'd done wrong Her friends were always like this Making little arguments so long Then things mellowed for a while Well, until she was 9 Reunited with an friend number 3 Over was being fine Every week it was something Do this or don't do that If you don't do what I want I'll cry WA WA WA 3 Years this shit when on Nobody could know This was the girl's fault right Well, she thought so On the inside she was depressed Why did she make them cry Her Best friends hated her like this So others must want her to die She thought this for 3 years The three years full of shit She didn't share this with her friend Or the friend may have a fit This girl was so tired and One day she decided to be tough Friend was begging for forgiveness But the girl had had enough No you're not forgiven She try to stay strong You have no clue what you did How I've been dying all along But all the other times you did Every week for 3 years I asked for your forgiveness You dried away my tears Yes but that did kill You never thought of me I cried when I was all alone So nobody could see Then there was the wishes From people to go die Never would she realize Those were just plain lies No she thought they were real She believed them they were true Her best friends always hated her As I already told you So then came the cutting The smacking on the head The choking, the praying All to be d e a d Teasing came again you know Family, teachers friends It seemed to her there was no point It seemed this was the end Then friend 3 became unhappy Apparently she was very sad She - drew - slits on her arms To make everyone feel bad Everyone blamed the girl Yeah, of course it was her fault They never saw the girls cuts Didn't know her life was on halt Over and over Just praying for the end Just praying that hate her Didn't her friends Friend 3 made more fake slits The girl made more real Friend 3 had no blood, no pain The girl had blood & pain for real The girl had a knife Not cutting was a fight But then she slipped She died that night Damn you could of saved her How come you didn't see I guess you have one last chance Because that little girl is me