Killer in Me

Theres something on the inside tearing me apart
The killer on the inside stabbing at my heart
On the outside i look just alright
But on the inside im in a struggle and a fight

A fight for my life and self esteem
Nothing is what it ever seems
The pain inside is slowly taking over
No more happiness, its all over

The twisting feeling drives me insane
This choking feeling causes so much pain
My eyes water up as tears come out
I hate everything without a doubt

No more smiles or joyful laughs
My inside is being torn in half
A broken promise a lie that was said
Too many crazy thoughts going through my head

Too many decisions so much confusion
Trying to hard to make a good impression
But the killer finally has me
And is slowly murdering me

But i cant lose, i cant let it win
I cant let it take over me once again
I cant let it kill me or make me feel down
I wont let it turn my smile into a frown

The stress builds up everyday
My problems begin to show in every way
But i cant give up i still have to try
This is a fight and i dont wanna die